sundog

December 3, 2006

I will soon be Mrs. Valo

Filed under: Angry, Friends, My Life, Self Pity — happychick @ 6.38p12

We had another “Sunday outing”, as I have come to call them, today. Last night at Nush’s, we watched “The Benchwarmers” and “Searching for Bobby Fisher”, we set our clocks forward an hour (bloody daylight savings- who invented that crap??), and we went to bed. My Nanna, the hypocritical health-freak that she is (buys low-fat margarine and Tim tams in the same breath…) only buys wholegrain bread. Ugh. So nasty. It was a nice treat at Nush’s this morning- white bread! I felt like I was in the holy land…  Anywho… this morning we went to the markets. I bought a couple of HIM badges, and before you judge me too harshly on being that weird girl who buys badges, I must remind you that I am one day going to marry Ville Valo, the lead singer of said band. Then we went into the city. We wandered around and went to watch Courtney’s modeling practice (which, BTW Courtz, I hope went very well), then Nush and I got bloody lost in the middle of nowhere, then we got bored and came home. Now it is time for my social whinge. I started my blog because I love how anonymous it all is. But now, ever since my mates got hold of it… what I’m writing has become “safe”. It’s no longer an outlet for those times when I’m shitty at the ones I care about. I can no longer bitch about everyone I know, for fear of it coming back to haunt me. The fact is, my blog is on other people’s blogrolls. When they give out their blog address, in turn they are giving out mine. I find myself wondering whether or not the person I’m talking about is going to read this, or hear about it, and most importantly, get offended by it. I don’t want to have to edit what I’m saying. I never wanted a blog so I could still bottle up my feelings. I don’t know where to go from here. Maybe this blog’s days are numbered. Maybe a new, totally anonymous blog is in order. In saying that, I love my “sundog”. And I love the “webmates” I’ve made (aka Sandra, Kieth, Jon…). But I’m not loving the resentment I’m feeling because I let people who really do know happychick into my weblife. xxx

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12 Comments »

  1. hey ash,

    i had fun in the city today, and even though we had to stop for you to pee on our great adventure citywards, i liked the fact that we pretty much found the way ourselves.

    you will have noticed that i have deleted your site from my blogroll, don’t take this personally but i for one have noticed that your colourful and ever so slightly abusive entries which got me hooked in the first place has witherd down to your polite whinge about the weather and non-personal issues. i know i’ve kicked up a bit of a fuss with one of your entries but you shouldn’t let that bother you. just remember, if we ever have a fight that lasts longer than the usual 20 odd minutes i’d gladly be the one to come running after you and admit i’m wrong (even if i know i’m right) just so long as i know you’re with me at the end of the day.

    just coz ur off my blogroll doesn’t mean that i won’t stop visisting this site unless you made me swear on your death-bed. it’s still bookmarked under favorites on my computer!
    luv u lots chicken
    -Anushka xoxo

    Comment by ilovepaperclips — December 3, 2006 @ 6.38p12

  2. well this is all slightly awkward *HONK* 😀 hahahaha yes…

    Comment by Courtney — December 4, 2006 @ 6.38p12

    • Give me a break.

      Comment by Anonymous — August 2, 2016 @ 6.38p08

  3. And I love you too chica. If you get a new blog you gotta let me in on it. I’m relatively save in Texas. 😀

    Comment by Sandra — December 5, 2006 @ 6.38p12

  4. *Shit – SAFE is what i meant to say.

    Comment by Sandra — December 5, 2006 @ 6.38p12

  5. i sympathize chick, thus the reason for the way i write… 🙂

    that way no people i know knows about my shitty blog! LoL

    though one of my sis got wind of it… DARN it! 😀

    Comment by Mayang — December 5, 2006 @ 6.38p12

  6. Mayang- if I wrote the way you do I would not worry about people I know getting wind of it. :p
    Courtney, *HONK* yes, awkward indeed…
    Safe in Texas? Don’t they still have Capital Punishment there??

    Comment by happychick — December 7, 2006 @ 6.38p12

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