sundog

August 4, 2006

But really, life goes on…

Filed under: Friends, Happy, My Life — happychick @ 6.38p08

Like all teenagers my age, I have family fueds. And misunderstandings with my mates. And spats with my boyfriend. And outbeaks of pimples. But really, it sucks when it all happens on the one day.

So without ranting on too much (I’ve done that enough over the past 24 hours), Mum and Paul and I had a huge blow-out last night. Well, it started out with Paul ignoring me, Mum calling a “family meeting” (Sigh. These things always end the same- me in tears, Mum and Paul yelling and happychick being the bad guy. The only thing I can think of is that they get off on seeing me upset.). Then, after the “family meeting” had played out it’s natural course, I rang Andy, explaining the latest “Spiral Theory” moment, with him using the good ol’ excuse “dinners ready” to get out of the convo. Then dear Mum came in, swearing like a trooper (Did you just call me the “C” word, mother?), partly because she had overheard my convo with Andy (LMFAO- Just my luck). It all ended in a great big guilt trip, me reenacting the whole thing in my head over and over and over again, and that’s pretty much all. Apart from the fact that I went all emo- depression attention-seeking today, that is.

And then my mate rachis going off-tap over God-knows-what. Seriuosly, I’ll be the first to admit my bad, but to be fully honest, I can’t remember what I did! So I guess I’ll just let it run it’s course- the girl’l let it go eventually.

But really, life goes on. I’m feeling a little small, insignifigant, if you like, in the universe. Sometimes it’s comforting, to know how little you mean, to know how your actions aren’t that important in the grand scheme of things. But other times, like now, it’s daunting. And sucky. And it makes you feel kinda… well, crappy.

So all in all, happychick is a little bit tired, sore and mopey. But happy, all the same. I’m not gonna check all your blogs for updates. Adios!

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4 Comments »

  1. When you can be happy all the same, then you have reached a level that most people never conceive of. You’re 15 going on 30. ….That is a good thing, btw. šŸ˜€

    Comment by Sandra — August 5, 2006 @ 6.38p08

    • 15 going on 30? There’s no such action as that. In other words, a fifteen-year-old can’t turn into a thirty-year-old in real life.

      Comment by Anonymous — May 8, 2013 @ 6.38p05

  2. happychick jus need an ice-cream to brighten her day, you’re jus like me, wherever i am there’s a big fight but the difference is i’m the one who blame, yohaahhaahaha. dont worry one day you realize things werent as bad as you thought! (sounds wise?!?! uuggghhhh sorry, guess something really bad happened to me then šŸ˜‰

    Comment by not hellboy anymore — August 6, 2006 @ 6.38p08

  3. dinner really was ready!!

    Comment by wallywally — August 6, 2006 @ 6.38p08


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